Sunday, March 27, 2011

Magic

Gather a bouquet of stars
Arrange them by size and clarity
Shiniest in the back
little ones hugging the sides
Find the perfect setting
to let their light cascade
New star blossoms will spring up
if watered daily with
harlequin tears.
This bouquet should keep
indefinitely
or until you stop
believing in magic.


Thursday, March 24, 2011

To All the Poets We Have Loved

Their words dance
on the page and we

can only bow
in poverty

to words that cut
into our life

with such a tender
little knife.

So retiring
to a taunting bed

we read
into the night instead



tasting second hand,
you see

the beauty
of that poetry.

If perhaps,
their words held less.

We might have tried
but who can guess.

We were defeated,
lost you see

By their damn,
dancing poetry.

An Exaltation of Larks

I  wake extravagantly happy
singing nonsense songs to my cats,
laughing  into my morning coffee.

Giddy over nothing;
a simple intake of breath
and spring daffodils makes me dizzy.




April rain courses through my veins 
like wine.
I am stumble drunk on joy.

Allusions to Angels



Angels sit for hours burnishing
the hard ore of death
an alchemy that illuminates
for some a golden passage
for others only a divine comedy,
with no last act, only the closing of
a heavy red curtain.

The little boy called to his
mother every night,
“Why do some people
Say amen and some say ahmen?”
He only asked when the last
story was read and she
was half-way down the hall.
She never had an answer
other than “they just do.”
Even so he was satisfied
and could sleep in the blanket of night.

Angels dance on the head
of a pin. We would hear them
if we could bear it.
But we turn from their dark mercy,
the healing waters they offer, we refuse
to pour, it spills from earthen vessels
and is swallowed by the sun.

The little girl ran after her brother
I love you, I love you she called
As he ran down the front steps
I love you, I love you she said when her father
left for work in the morning. Her small
face crumpled when they didn’t hear.

Words were amulets she sent in their pockets.
Without them no one was safe.
Such a big burden for such a tiny girl.
Better give it to the angels, her mother said.
They will drink our fear if we let them.
Is it sour? the girl asked.
It tastes of iron and salt. Her mother replied
And is bitter beyond any words I possess.
Best give it to the angels.

Holy Book

Water becomes wine and is sated.
Swords beaten into plowshares
till the rocky earth.
Dry bones dance, their fingers castanets.
A world becomes a sea of water,
few float to the top.
A mustard seed
becomes promise.
A fig tree withers.

Cain becomes the other.
Black as night.
We turn away.
Wise men turn East.
Traveling in caravans with spices for a babe,
incense for funeral cloth.
Angels announce glad tidings,
Swinging their swords,
once plowshares, and strike.
Golden streets burn to ash
under your feet.




Find which way
the wind blows,
the Spirit will carry you,
Humming Psalms of forgiveness.
Before the fall.
Before the fall.

An Excuse for Charging Headlong Into The Chagall Museum Without a Ticket

the walls were singing a cappella
I was blind with color- color blind

it was the blue, the bounteous
bountiful blue and oh, the burnt sienna

I think that I will live forever
I know that I will live forever

someone tie me to a steeple
my bones have disappeared

if I fall down to weep
surely the angels will understand

forgive me, I never knew what
it was to be so porous

and yet so full of light


A Gathering of Stars


At the poetry workshop,
a woman arches her finely tweezed brows,
and states emphatically,
she hates sentimentality in poetry.
She especially dislikes
the use of the words, gather and stars.

I immediately want to write a poem
using those two words
in a totally unsentimental way.

The stars gather as if to assassinate the night,
one begins.
The gathering stars foretold the coming of Armageddon,
predicts another.
When stars gather, love's falsehood shines bright.
sounds a third.

I love stars and the word stars.
For that matter,
I love sentimentality
Every so often
I want to wallow in pure bathos.

Turn on a Lassie rerun,
watch Audrey Hepburn kiss
George Peppard in the rain.
Sing songs from Oklahoma
to my glowering, unappreciative cat,
the sullen emperor of the kitchen.

Wrap myself in my grandmother's afghan
sit under the evening sky
watch stars gather
and write.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Snapshot, Cheyenne 1957



My mother's face folds into laughter.
For now she's coasting on life.
I'm hamming as usual,
Mom's fun kid; my brother's the serious one.

The two of us stand in the forest
the night green pines firm behind us.
Mother is taller than all the trees,
her head touches the sky.

Wearing someone's oversized clothes,
I'm six and goofy,
my body curls into giggles.
My grin is Wyoming sky wide.

Cloaked in my mother's exuberance
I draw her zest over me, inhale it.
Just as she inhales my desire
to be her laughing child.

Throughout life we breathe each other
over the hard places
until we can exhale on the other side.

A camera presses time like violets
Fifty years later,
that moment lies in my hand.
Happiness is thick on my fingers
dripping from them like honey.

The Laramie River flows
through my veins
illuminates bone and marrow,
until I can see, see through myself
see just how it works,
this thing called joy.

While the branches sing,
sing with the mountain wind
a requiem mass. This cannot last.
Nothing no one lasts.
But wait simply, simply wait.

There is always, always, a return.

One of These Kids Is Doing Her Own Thing

When her lucid heart
Was finally in tune,
She threw her fears away
And went tap dancing on the moon.


It seemed so strange, so odd
The gathered crowd would say
And so they fumed, and gasped and yelled.
To see her act this curious way.

Perhaps theirs were the hearts
So sadly out of tune, so wrong
Turning possibility away,
Afraid of the lure of a siren's song.

And so while they so righteously
March lockstep to convention's tune,
She's listening to her own sweet song
And still tap-dances on the moon.

May

May charms, a lyrical wrinkle
Snowflakes dancing with misguided rhythm
Into the small heart of spring.

Winter clapped three times
Then turned around.
How strange to forget its own demise.


Never mind, snowflakes are lying
On your wind tossed hair
I, too, applaud.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Homage to Paul Klee


oh klee, dear Paul Klee
your paintings really make my day
make my year too maybe
oh man!  they set me free.
If I could write a music score
I'd do just that and more and more
if I could choreograph a dance
ah no, won't take that chance
I'll take my crayons out, then you'll see
just what your colors do to me.